For a long time I thought strength was never stopping.
Then everything I’d built stopped holding me up.
Strength was never in the not stopping.
How fast. How far. How much I could do without ever needing anyone.
It worked… until it didn’t. My health went first, then the life I’d built around proving myself — more than once. What I do now, the writing and the teaching, began in the pause.
You have to learn how to pause. And go within.
A life can look right and still not be yours.
We go with stairs. You cannot take an elevator.
We are not meant to suffer. But pain is the bridge that wakes you up.
I lost my health. My freedom. Almost myself.
Somewhere between losing everything and building it back, more than once... I started writing. Not to be read. Just to make sense of what was happening to me.
THE FIRST CHAPTER, WHEN IT’S READY"What I feel today may not be what I understand tomorrow... very thought-provoking, thank you!"
@MariaGudelis - YouTubeI'm not here to tell you what to do. I'm sharing what I'm learning, as I learn it. Whoever's supposed to hear it will find it.
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